i have a problem. a problem of having MEGA inertia to do work. like almost any kind of work. that sucks. because i'm desperately in need of doing work. week 6 of school has ended:D awesome. and not. work load has increased exponentially over the past few weeks and here i am still leading a carefree life while others are mugging their guts out in the library till midnight. problem not?
recess week is in ONE WEEK'S TIME! not that it's that great a thing since i'll have to do assignments and study for mid terms. well, hello uni life. despite my complaints, i don't prefer a levels one bit. a levels still sucked big time. haha. i'm just thinking that i'll be in this cycle until who knows when.
well, a comforting thought: i enjoy ANY form of church activity more than school activities. i don't mind being busy with church stuff, but not school work. i think i'm slowly understanding what it means to find true joy only in Jesus. i guess to me nothing else will make me feel truly joyful. watching dramas, shopping, eating, good results etc. only give you a temporal happiness. and yes, i've finally felt it. i remember in secondary school, i felt like watching drama was the happiest thing. hahaha! i mean, without Christ right, i won't understand why am i even here on earth studying and studying and studying, only to end up working in a cruel world and keep on working until your time's up. yup. so it's awesome to be a Christian:D
i'm gonna play drums for main service this sunday. kinda freaking out cos i don't think my drumming skills are awesome. but, i'll just do the best i can. after all service isn't just about the quality, it's about the heart and attitude right?
okay. time to get cracking on my assignments.
till then,

J.