sometimes i really wonder whether creating this thing called "IP - integrated program" was a wise choice, and whether i made the right decision to join it. of course not having to take o lvls is such a blessing cos you get to skip this whole section of drilling and mugging. but maybe that's what people like me need. some form of drilling? i'm so not gonna be prepared for a lvls. the start of sch/JC just totally reminded me of my fate in less than 2 years. sighs. then again, hopefully everything will turn out fine.
lessons are boring, as usual. learnt nothing. actually, im not looking forward to any subject and im not particularly interested in any of them. so these 2 years will be studying for the sake of studying, what i've actually been doing since i started schooling. okay. as you can obviously tell, once school starts, all the rants start appearing. i shall stop it.
im turning 17 tmr. i feel so freaking old. seventeen 17 is such a BIG BIG BIG number. after sweet 16, every other number is just big. like you're no longer a kid. somehow 16 is still quite kiddo. haha. i don't like it that im always one of the oldest. lol. although you can never tell from my size. =)
i dont' believe myself, but i actually look forward to cca. cos i can see all my great friends and i feel like cca will be very slack. haha. chit chat and blah blah. hopefully relaxing:D
anw, gonna have to face bio and a whole lot of econs tmr. with pe. on my birthday. HOW SAD. all the best to myself!

J.