i just found an article for my physics reflection and i think it's very cute!:D haha. topic: "is it worse to be near an explosion on land or in water" the answer is water. so cool. what a new discovery(:
anw, i'm still having a career crisis. had some supposed career guidance thing during PCCG yesterday. i would say it was informative but of no help to me at all. i really don't know if i should follow my interest (if it doesn't change) or the safer option. well, the job that i wish i could have would be fashion designer/stylist (don't laugh at me). i really like it. i think it'll be a cool job and fun at the same. i mean we ought to chase after our dreams right? like being able to do something i like in the future. i do not wish to go to work everyday with a heavy heart or dragging myself there. that's the total plus side of it. however, fashion designer/stylist is not a safe option because i may fail and end up to be useless. why? mainly because im scared that i can't draw well/not enough creativity etc but i was thinking, everyone has a first time, and you won't know unless you try!
yeah. so this makes me really ponder about my subject choice in year 5. art seems to be needed if i wanna join the fashion industry. BUT i don't wish to take a lvl art because it looks boring. anw, maybe art is not needed for my dream to come true. i don't know. i guess i'll still stick to BCME - the ultra safe combination for me, allowing me to switch to whatever field besides engineering/physics, which i have no intention to ever enter.
and i think i don't have the look of a fashion designer/stylist, which is why you may laugh when you hear my ambition. after much thinking, i came to a conclusion. haha. i'll still take the boring old subjects and aim to do VERY WELL for my As. after which i'll research and find out on fashion designer courses and stuff, most probably entering a uni to learn the subject i like! that's if my interest in fashion designing doesn't change. and of course, i won't forget to consult my heavenly Father as to what path He has planned for me. i believe with prayer, God will lead and guide me to the right path(: man, im so thankful that i have a confidante and the perfect consultant(: sounds like a cool plan right?
i feel excited about being able to enter the fashion field. it's so cool and even if i become a housewife, i can do part time designing and stuff. how cool is that. ha. i think i really put great thought in this. so, evidently, im currently not interested in anything that's gotta do with science, math or whatever related to academics. i'll just pull all these through for my A lvl cert.
geog test tmr. map reading. what nonsense. hope i can crap my way through. oh and btw, we had the best geog lesson ever. we watched this video that doesnt' have much to do with our studies. it was about fresh water and they showed how some animals catch their preys. crocodiles are ugly and evil. it's true. and there's this fish that keeps it's baby fish in it's mouth as a way of protecting it. and all of us thought that the whole school of fish went straight into the mouth of the predator. HAHA. it was a funny sight. nature is interesting, no doubt. but i won't wanna be some animal biologist.

J.