i almost wanted to shut the blog down. but i figured maybe i'll have the sudden urge to blabber something, like now. doesn't matter if no one reads.
math is screwed. i suck at math big time. from it being my best in primary sch and lower sec, to it just freaking me out now. maybe im just not cut out for profound math knowledge. it just can't be embraced, seriously. why can't i just give up.
shan't brood over sad crap. im just very happy that all 3 tests are finally over. slack time. on the contrary, it's just the start of the year 4 nightmare.
i just love talking to tesia and karis, although i get insulted a lot by agent 1105T. it's like favourite time in our sessions(:
nov/dec hols, here i come. i'm so embracing you! i'm already starting to make plans! hah. i want to live a fulfilling life each day. i think i should just brush away negative thoughts. crap. self conflict again.
Dear God, i commit my life to Your hands and i know You have a plan for me. i thank You for all You have blessed me with, help me to remember that everything happens for a reason. whatever choices, Your plan will still work out(:
in Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
i really start to take this blog to be my online journal.

my left shoulder is hurting. it just has the wanna-crack feeling. and it's been bothering me almost the whole day. i hope it doesn't dislocate or anything.

J.